I had a very interesting set of Dreams the past few nights that have given me a perspective I have not read in any formal treatise yet. Alberto Villodo's study of Incan Shamanism is the most full concerning "Imprints" on the Aura. These are Energy fields that accompanied an initial wounding (fear, abuse, etc.) that remain with us, locked into our Auras, long after the event has gone past. These Imprints can be subsequently triggered by a new event that has a similar shape. The energy of the first wounding then spills into our Chakras and nervous system, causing us to react and feel as we did in the first offense. This tends to keep us "stuck" in our past, and hinders us from learning to deal with the present and future events of similar nature.
I have in the past few nights had a couple of dreams that are replays of times of intense frustration...where I once again go through a seriies of events that either make me outraged or full of doubt. And I just realized that these are not messages from the Spirits, although some Dreams certainly are. These are merely Imprints obviously still locked in my Aura that are firing off at random, causing these Dreams! In other words, they are not messages from the Spirits, they are messages from my OWN SPIRIT. They are indicators that I stilll have these energy zones active and present in my Aura. This is quite revealing, for now I understand why this type of Dream repeats itself every so often. It's a request by my Aura, if you will, to deal with this remnant energy and remove it. The best part...finally knowing this is what these Dreams signify now makes it very easy to remove the Imprints, for once you know it is there you can wash it away quite easily with Thought and Ritual.
So now I know a lot of my Dreams are actually my own Aura crying out for attention, versus some repeating message from the Spirits that I cannot decode. These are not Teacher Dreams per se...they are Dreams of Self-Revelation. Cool eh? Look back over your own Dream sequences and see if there is a repeating theme to some of them. More than likely you will suddenly realize they are indeed the result of old "fears" or old woundings that have never healed...just reminding you they are still there. :) The sooner they are removed, the better you will act, feel...and dream.
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Monday, June 11, 2007
Forces from Client's Youth Revealed
Here is Journey number 1 (keep in mind that the results of a Journey can be metaphor versus actual...however, the underlying truths are never compromised. These Journeys were painted for you, not for me, and so everything seen is something the Helpers feel you need to know...):
"4/12/07: A Journey taken at the Request of a Client to see what Energies were at Play in some very deleterious Events in his recent past. This Client related to me that he was recovering from a suicide attempt, a sign that usually points strongly to some sort of Sprit Invasion, but of course not always. In this case, I found two separate Dark Energies at work within the Client’s life, one placed there near birth by a Being of unknown origin, and a second that was there due to an ancestor’s intervention. It is less clear what effect this latter Being had, but we see my Client in a powerful fight with it toward the end of the Journey. Before I entered the Spirit World, I performed a Mongolian 5-Coin Divination. This gives us a quick, general Overview of his current Spiritual Health. I got the following Reading: H T 2H T. Here is the Meaning: “At home things are neutral. Peace of Mind. Querent wins lawsuit. Business good. If ill, do a ritual to Father Heaven.” This told me that my Client is essentially in good Shape, as there are several positive Strains revealed here. I also checked to see, via Pendulum, if he had indeed suffered a Soul Loss during his Attempt, as he suspects. I was told. No, he did not lose part of his Soul.
As I entered the Spirit World, I found myself standing on my large Shaman Mirror from Mongolia. This is my most powerful Mirror, having ten “Dalha” Spirits associated with it, as well as the Shaman Spirit of Chinnghis Khan. Whenever I find myself on this Mirror, I know I’m in for a Time with some very powerful Spirit Energies. As I looked around, I saw that the Ten Dalha Spirits, as usual equally spaced around the Perimeter of the Mirror, were representing themselves as burning Flames. I saw a Dark Being sitting in a Depression in the Middle of the Mirror. I took my extra Shaman Mirror and held it in front of me to supplement the one around my Neck, for added Protection. As I moved closer to this Being, my Vision was being squelched, causing the Flames above to narrow. I felt high pressure around my Head and Ears. “This is as close as I can get,” I yelled up. I then saw a Scene forming within the Dark Being’s Form. It revealed to me a Baby lying in a Crib. I knew this Baby to be my Client. I saw the Baby slapped, and at first wondered if it was my Client’s Parents’ doing this. But then I sensed this was a dark, brooding Presence doing the slapping…something not human. I then saw the Baby literally flying through the Air, on its Back, with all its Surrounding flying by. This instilled a permanent Sense of impeding Falling and Instability into my Client. I then saw the Baby back in its Crib, and watched as the same Dark Being I first saw placed a black Orb of Energy into Grey through his Face. This stunned the Baby into a glassy Gaze. The Scene then shifted, and I saw my Client playing as a small Boy in his Yard. Both while he was playing on a dirt Mound, and on a Swing Set, he sensed this background Fear of Falling playing out subconsciously. As he got older this Sense of Falling began to evolve into a Sense of Dread, a Sense of Something lurking. This is strongest whenever he is alone, and has followed him through Life. He is capable of joy, but whenever alone senses Something is there.
The Scene then shifted back to the Mirror and the Dark Being at its Center. It shape-shifted into a Bat, rabid and vicious. The Scene then shifted and I was in a Yard once again, where a Cat was bitten on the Neck by this rabid Bat. The Cat then quickly went crazy and ran off into a nearby reed-filled Swamp and drowned itself. I then looked up to see the Bat flying against a bright, full Moon, and the in the next Instant a dark, new Moon, strangely hanging in the twilit Sky. When it flew against the new Moon, it was a darker black than the Moon. I saw that this Bat has been flying around my Client from Time to Time.
The Scene then shifted again. We were in the Room where my Client had been trying to recover from his Attempt. I then saw the Dark Orb that had been placed inside my Client as a Baby dancing around through his Spirit Body with his other Soul pieces. I saw it flee his Body once it thought he was dead. So THIS is why he thought he had lost a Soul Piece…he actually had lost this extra, dark Soul Piece. I then saw a young, maternal Spirit coming down toward him carrying his Upper World Soul back to him, gently upper in her Hands. I then saw Greg’s Earth Soul a few Feet away from his still Body. I saw him fighting with a dark Shape of a Man wearing a Hat. While this very energetic Struggle was going on, a Cat appeared and quickly shape-shifts in a large Lion. This caused the dark Shape to flee. I followed him, and saw that he was in a Suit, wearing a turn of the last century Hat. He came up close to me and as he did so, I noticed his face was entirely skeletal. We were then in a Cemetery, where I saw the Man sitting alone next to his own Grave. I sensed he had been there for Years, alone. Then, possibly because of my Intervention, some Luminous Beings came and took him. “Finally!” he yelled. Then he looked back to me and yelled, “Thanks!” I was suddenly then back on the Mirror. I watched as the Dalha now fired their Fire Energy down into the Dark Being, who was transmuted to rainbow Light and faded. I and the Spirits were then alone. Suddenly the Air was filled with floating Red and Green Grape Clusters. I then saw Pomegranates, and then Mediterranean/Greek foods Outlays. The Call Back then sounded."
NOTES: The BAT, according to Ted Andrews, symbolizes “new truths and perceptions” Bats are the only mammals that fly, and flight implies a rising above, the promise hidden within the chaotic energies of change. Bats imply barriers will be pierced and new truths uncovered. Bats are associated with rebirth and coming out of the darkness, new vision. Changes will be for the best even if the benefits are not yet obvious. That which was misunderstood becomes clearer. The fact Bats sleep upside-down also implies new perspective. Bats control pest insects, aid in pollination, and even find their waste has benefits for other life. This again certifies that however situations appear, they will work out to our benefit. With their great hearing and echolocation, Bats imply an increased ability to discern hidden messages and implications. Trust your instincts. In the negative, Bat implies a failure to rise above. Get new perspectives and let go of the past. Do not remain emotionally attached to what is no longer helpful. Facing our fears ultimately has great value for us. Questions: Are we avoiding facing the inevitable? Are we refusing to see the truth of a situation? Are we comfortable with the “devil we know?” Are fears ruling us? Are our imaginings overblown, or are we not seeing things as they are?
LION as Power Animal: Keynote: Strength of Will from the inner Sun. The Lion has consistently been a symbol of the sun and of gold. Its appearance reflects the need for gentle strength and patience in order to achieve the gold of our goals. The lion is unusual in the cat family in that it lives in “prides.” Therefore, in all group and community activities, this is a time for patience, gentleness and cooperation. Force will not work. This is re-emphasized in the fact that lions usually hunt as a group, and are rather clumsy hunting alone. Lions do not fight for fighting’s sake, but hunt through stealth. They avoid confrontation, but will defend themselves fiercely if need be. This demonstrates then when we are pursuing endeavors, strength of will, stealth, and cooperation will work best. Females do most of the hunting, work and caretaking in the pride. The appearance of lion therefore indicates the need to assert the inner sun, the feminine qualities within: patience, gentleness and strength of love. In some cultures the sun is considered the feminine power: it gives birth to new days, and warms and nurtures us. So, trust the feminine aspects that live within: creativity, intuition, imagination. Lion demands a balance between assertion and patience. Do not lose nerve, and yet do not surrender. Remain firm and patient. And don’t be afraid to roar if you feel threatened. There’s a nice recommendation for dietary discipline at the bottom, for grapes, natural vegetables and a lack of red meat...more lamb, I would guess, and other Mediterranean delicacies."
Here is Journey number 2: "4/14/07: A Journey taken at the Request of my Client to see what my Helpers might have to say concerning his Future in Terms of Riches and Abundance. Even as I was just entering the Spirit World, I noticed there was a Dark Being running around the outside of the House. Then, as I sank deeper into the Journey, I found a Coyote staring at me at very close Range. It was almost as if I was on my Back and pinned by it. Then, I saw a rectangular Shield of Spirit Plasma, roughly the same Size as the Coyote. The Plasma Shield was being fed in short Bursts from individual Stars. Then, surprisingly, and perhaps I injected this, a Road Runner appeared for a short time to my Right. The Coyote was then suddenly pulled up into the Plasma. Utawa, my Shaman Mirror Spirit, appeared and said we needed to follow him. We went in, and were floating freely in an Area in which many Possibilities, represented by Distinct Objects moving in random Directions, were present. The background was a white Mist, and the Possibilities were of many Colors and Shapes. The Coyote was there, and suddenly sat down at a Piano that was floating by. He actually began to play it skillfully, and then the Scene shifted. We were in some sort of ground floor, open Patio of a restaurant attached to a Hotel. There was the Coyote, dressed elegantly, playing Piano. This was the last of the useful Images I received. I finally reached the Call Back."
Since this was such a short Journey, I asked my Helpers afterwards if this was the definitive Journey concerning my Client’s Question, and they said no, so I’ll have to go back in. But I also asked if I should even send this to him, and they said yes. So there are Lessons and Hints in here at least concerning this Question.
NOTE: COYOTE: Keynotes: Wisdom and Folly. The Coyote is extremely gifted, embodying intelligence, playfulness, adaptability and loyalty. It is seen as both a Trickster and a Teacher. It reminds us of our many possibilities. The Coyote teaches that folly and wisdom go hand in hand. The most successful people are those who learn to have fun in their work. These people trust in the fact that all things happen according to some plan, even if the plan is not entirely known. They know it will work out, since they rely on their ability to handle whatever comes their way. Coyote teaches it is time to find a balance between work and play. Coyotes cooperate in tracking down prey, reminding us that such cooperative efforts are usually more effective and successful, especially at this time. Coyote’s territorial expansion teaches us to remain adaptable, and to extend endeavors in spite of opposition. While an animal of paradox, Coyote reminds us we have much more power and control over our lives and decisions than we realize. Be flexible, laugh and choose what is best for you, even if it is the most difficult choice. Coyote’s appearance suggests you are at a crossroads, and decisions now are very important. Maintain your childlike poise amidst the surrounding chaos. Keep your sense of humor, following your heart’s desires and trusting your childlike perception. Know that even if you make a wrong decision, you will see that and have the instinct to quickly correct them. Questions: Are things too simple or complicated? Are we outsmarting ourselves? Have we forgotten play is essential? Are we too inflexible? Are we complicating a simple matter? Is there too much folly and not enough wisdom? "
As you can see, I have to go back in on this second request, but will do so after I hear your reactions to these. Please don't see my lack of contacting you as me not being concerned. Shamans do not interfere in other lives, so I was simply waiting for you to ask me for more help. :) We like to let people walk their Sacred Paths uninterrupted, so I always figure if people really need me, they know how to get to me. :)
Peace and Love, Ken
My Client's amazing Response:
"I appreciate the time you took to do the Journeys and release the Dark forces. As an aside, my brother related to me how he saw my mother throw me across the bathroom where I hit my head (at the age of three) and had seizures ever since. He also related how he saw her slap me around in the crib and elsewhere because I was slower than my older brothers on picking up basics (crawling, walking, etc.). Would appreciate it if you'd care to devote more time, to hear what else you'd care to reveal.
And Yes, I would like more on the Coyote Journey. I had to smile as I read the previously-distracted Coyote was now playing the piano -- I am writing a screenplay and wonder if the Coyote image is telling me to keep up the play of "working" on the screenplay because my abundance will come out of creativity, even though I can get sidetracked by pesky roadrunners from time-to-time and have undying faith in the "Acme Company" makers of dynamite and various roadblocks that always backfire. Thanks WISE ONE! "
"4/12/07: A Journey taken at the Request of a Client to see what Energies were at Play in some very deleterious Events in his recent past. This Client related to me that he was recovering from a suicide attempt, a sign that usually points strongly to some sort of Sprit Invasion, but of course not always. In this case, I found two separate Dark Energies at work within the Client’s life, one placed there near birth by a Being of unknown origin, and a second that was there due to an ancestor’s intervention. It is less clear what effect this latter Being had, but we see my Client in a powerful fight with it toward the end of the Journey. Before I entered the Spirit World, I performed a Mongolian 5-Coin Divination. This gives us a quick, general Overview of his current Spiritual Health. I got the following Reading: H T 2H T. Here is the Meaning: “At home things are neutral. Peace of Mind. Querent wins lawsuit. Business good. If ill, do a ritual to Father Heaven.” This told me that my Client is essentially in good Shape, as there are several positive Strains revealed here. I also checked to see, via Pendulum, if he had indeed suffered a Soul Loss during his Attempt, as he suspects. I was told. No, he did not lose part of his Soul.
As I entered the Spirit World, I found myself standing on my large Shaman Mirror from Mongolia. This is my most powerful Mirror, having ten “Dalha” Spirits associated with it, as well as the Shaman Spirit of Chinnghis Khan. Whenever I find myself on this Mirror, I know I’m in for a Time with some very powerful Spirit Energies. As I looked around, I saw that the Ten Dalha Spirits, as usual equally spaced around the Perimeter of the Mirror, were representing themselves as burning Flames. I saw a Dark Being sitting in a Depression in the Middle of the Mirror. I took my extra Shaman Mirror and held it in front of me to supplement the one around my Neck, for added Protection. As I moved closer to this Being, my Vision was being squelched, causing the Flames above to narrow. I felt high pressure around my Head and Ears. “This is as close as I can get,” I yelled up. I then saw a Scene forming within the Dark Being’s Form. It revealed to me a Baby lying in a Crib. I knew this Baby to be my Client. I saw the Baby slapped, and at first wondered if it was my Client’s Parents’ doing this. But then I sensed this was a dark, brooding Presence doing the slapping…something not human. I then saw the Baby literally flying through the Air, on its Back, with all its Surrounding flying by. This instilled a permanent Sense of impeding Falling and Instability into my Client. I then saw the Baby back in its Crib, and watched as the same Dark Being I first saw placed a black Orb of Energy into Grey through his Face. This stunned the Baby into a glassy Gaze. The Scene then shifted, and I saw my Client playing as a small Boy in his Yard. Both while he was playing on a dirt Mound, and on a Swing Set, he sensed this background Fear of Falling playing out subconsciously. As he got older this Sense of Falling began to evolve into a Sense of Dread, a Sense of Something lurking. This is strongest whenever he is alone, and has followed him through Life. He is capable of joy, but whenever alone senses Something is there.
The Scene then shifted back to the Mirror and the Dark Being at its Center. It shape-shifted into a Bat, rabid and vicious. The Scene then shifted and I was in a Yard once again, where a Cat was bitten on the Neck by this rabid Bat. The Cat then quickly went crazy and ran off into a nearby reed-filled Swamp and drowned itself. I then looked up to see the Bat flying against a bright, full Moon, and the in the next Instant a dark, new Moon, strangely hanging in the twilit Sky. When it flew against the new Moon, it was a darker black than the Moon. I saw that this Bat has been flying around my Client from Time to Time.
The Scene then shifted again. We were in the Room where my Client had been trying to recover from his Attempt. I then saw the Dark Orb that had been placed inside my Client as a Baby dancing around through his Spirit Body with his other Soul pieces. I saw it flee his Body once it thought he was dead. So THIS is why he thought he had lost a Soul Piece…he actually had lost this extra, dark Soul Piece. I then saw a young, maternal Spirit coming down toward him carrying his Upper World Soul back to him, gently upper in her Hands. I then saw Greg’s Earth Soul a few Feet away from his still Body. I saw him fighting with a dark Shape of a Man wearing a Hat. While this very energetic Struggle was going on, a Cat appeared and quickly shape-shifts in a large Lion. This caused the dark Shape to flee. I followed him, and saw that he was in a Suit, wearing a turn of the last century Hat. He came up close to me and as he did so, I noticed his face was entirely skeletal. We were then in a Cemetery, where I saw the Man sitting alone next to his own Grave. I sensed he had been there for Years, alone. Then, possibly because of my Intervention, some Luminous Beings came and took him. “Finally!” he yelled. Then he looked back to me and yelled, “Thanks!” I was suddenly then back on the Mirror. I watched as the Dalha now fired their Fire Energy down into the Dark Being, who was transmuted to rainbow Light and faded. I and the Spirits were then alone. Suddenly the Air was filled with floating Red and Green Grape Clusters. I then saw Pomegranates, and then Mediterranean/Greek foods Outlays. The Call Back then sounded."
NOTES: The BAT, according to Ted Andrews, symbolizes “new truths and perceptions” Bats are the only mammals that fly, and flight implies a rising above, the promise hidden within the chaotic energies of change. Bats imply barriers will be pierced and new truths uncovered. Bats are associated with rebirth and coming out of the darkness, new vision. Changes will be for the best even if the benefits are not yet obvious. That which was misunderstood becomes clearer. The fact Bats sleep upside-down also implies new perspective. Bats control pest insects, aid in pollination, and even find their waste has benefits for other life. This again certifies that however situations appear, they will work out to our benefit. With their great hearing and echolocation, Bats imply an increased ability to discern hidden messages and implications. Trust your instincts. In the negative, Bat implies a failure to rise above. Get new perspectives and let go of the past. Do not remain emotionally attached to what is no longer helpful. Facing our fears ultimately has great value for us. Questions: Are we avoiding facing the inevitable? Are we refusing to see the truth of a situation? Are we comfortable with the “devil we know?” Are fears ruling us? Are our imaginings overblown, or are we not seeing things as they are?
LION as Power Animal: Keynote: Strength of Will from the inner Sun. The Lion has consistently been a symbol of the sun and of gold. Its appearance reflects the need for gentle strength and patience in order to achieve the gold of our goals. The lion is unusual in the cat family in that it lives in “prides.” Therefore, in all group and community activities, this is a time for patience, gentleness and cooperation. Force will not work. This is re-emphasized in the fact that lions usually hunt as a group, and are rather clumsy hunting alone. Lions do not fight for fighting’s sake, but hunt through stealth. They avoid confrontation, but will defend themselves fiercely if need be. This demonstrates then when we are pursuing endeavors, strength of will, stealth, and cooperation will work best. Females do most of the hunting, work and caretaking in the pride. The appearance of lion therefore indicates the need to assert the inner sun, the feminine qualities within: patience, gentleness and strength of love. In some cultures the sun is considered the feminine power: it gives birth to new days, and warms and nurtures us. So, trust the feminine aspects that live within: creativity, intuition, imagination. Lion demands a balance between assertion and patience. Do not lose nerve, and yet do not surrender. Remain firm and patient. And don’t be afraid to roar if you feel threatened. There’s a nice recommendation for dietary discipline at the bottom, for grapes, natural vegetables and a lack of red meat...more lamb, I would guess, and other Mediterranean delicacies."
Here is Journey number 2: "4/14/07: A Journey taken at the Request of my Client to see what my Helpers might have to say concerning his Future in Terms of Riches and Abundance. Even as I was just entering the Spirit World, I noticed there was a Dark Being running around the outside of the House. Then, as I sank deeper into the Journey, I found a Coyote staring at me at very close Range. It was almost as if I was on my Back and pinned by it. Then, I saw a rectangular Shield of Spirit Plasma, roughly the same Size as the Coyote. The Plasma Shield was being fed in short Bursts from individual Stars. Then, surprisingly, and perhaps I injected this, a Road Runner appeared for a short time to my Right. The Coyote was then suddenly pulled up into the Plasma. Utawa, my Shaman Mirror Spirit, appeared and said we needed to follow him. We went in, and were floating freely in an Area in which many Possibilities, represented by Distinct Objects moving in random Directions, were present. The background was a white Mist, and the Possibilities were of many Colors and Shapes. The Coyote was there, and suddenly sat down at a Piano that was floating by. He actually began to play it skillfully, and then the Scene shifted. We were in some sort of ground floor, open Patio of a restaurant attached to a Hotel. There was the Coyote, dressed elegantly, playing Piano. This was the last of the useful Images I received. I finally reached the Call Back."
Since this was such a short Journey, I asked my Helpers afterwards if this was the definitive Journey concerning my Client’s Question, and they said no, so I’ll have to go back in. But I also asked if I should even send this to him, and they said yes. So there are Lessons and Hints in here at least concerning this Question.
NOTE: COYOTE: Keynotes: Wisdom and Folly. The Coyote is extremely gifted, embodying intelligence, playfulness, adaptability and loyalty. It is seen as both a Trickster and a Teacher. It reminds us of our many possibilities. The Coyote teaches that folly and wisdom go hand in hand. The most successful people are those who learn to have fun in their work. These people trust in the fact that all things happen according to some plan, even if the plan is not entirely known. They know it will work out, since they rely on their ability to handle whatever comes their way. Coyote teaches it is time to find a balance between work and play. Coyotes cooperate in tracking down prey, reminding us that such cooperative efforts are usually more effective and successful, especially at this time. Coyote’s territorial expansion teaches us to remain adaptable, and to extend endeavors in spite of opposition. While an animal of paradox, Coyote reminds us we have much more power and control over our lives and decisions than we realize. Be flexible, laugh and choose what is best for you, even if it is the most difficult choice. Coyote’s appearance suggests you are at a crossroads, and decisions now are very important. Maintain your childlike poise amidst the surrounding chaos. Keep your sense of humor, following your heart’s desires and trusting your childlike perception. Know that even if you make a wrong decision, you will see that and have the instinct to quickly correct them. Questions: Are things too simple or complicated? Are we outsmarting ourselves? Have we forgotten play is essential? Are we too inflexible? Are we complicating a simple matter? Is there too much folly and not enough wisdom? "
As you can see, I have to go back in on this second request, but will do so after I hear your reactions to these. Please don't see my lack of contacting you as me not being concerned. Shamans do not interfere in other lives, so I was simply waiting for you to ask me for more help. :) We like to let people walk their Sacred Paths uninterrupted, so I always figure if people really need me, they know how to get to me. :)
Peace and Love, Ken
My Client's amazing Response:
"I appreciate the time you took to do the Journeys and release the Dark forces. As an aside, my brother related to me how he saw my mother throw me across the bathroom where I hit my head (at the age of three) and had seizures ever since. He also related how he saw her slap me around in the crib and elsewhere because I was slower than my older brothers on picking up basics (crawling, walking, etc.). Would appreciate it if you'd care to devote more time, to hear what else you'd care to reveal.
And Yes, I would like more on the Coyote Journey. I had to smile as I read the previously-distracted Coyote was now playing the piano -- I am writing a screenplay and wonder if the Coyote image is telling me to keep up the play of "working" on the screenplay because my abundance will come out of creativity, even though I can get sidetracked by pesky roadrunners from time-to-time and have undying faith in the "Acme Company" makers of dynamite and various roadblocks that always backfire. Thanks WISE ONE! "
Saturday, April 21, 2007
Name Games
4/12/07: A Journey taken at the Request of a Client to see what Energies are at Play in her Future.
As I entered the Spirit World, I found myself standing with my Shaman Mirror Guide, Utawa, on a metal Platform overlooking a rapidly spinning Ball of light blue Energy. I got the Sense of standing in some Sort of Manufacturing Room or perhaps a Research Area. I was told the blue Ball was a Representation of all the Threads of Future Time. I immediately turned to Utawa and asked, “How are we supposed to pick my Client’s Future out of that?!” Utawa agreed that it did not seem possible. I then looked across to the other Side of the Room above the blue Ball, and there was my Client, standing on an identical Platform, looking down at the Ball also! Behind her was dancing a full-size Human-like Energy Being whose Colors were constantly changing. I reached across the Gulf between us with a Staff much longer than it was, picked up the Being and drew it over to myself. I asked it, “Why are you bothering Mary?” It answered, “I’m not! She is creating me with her varying Thoughts and Attitudes. She need to focus to make me turn purple only.” [NOTE: purple is the Color of the highest Chakra, the one tied to the Upper World where the Spirit Blueprint of all our Lives is kept.] I then decided to go over and visit Mary. I shape-shifted into a Hawk and took off to fly toward her directly, over the blue Ball. A very sudden and stiff Wind arose to try to hold me back. I was making no Progress until Eagle came to my left to empower me some more, and Blue Heron came up in front of me to help break the Power of the Wind. I flew in its Backwash. I then fell abruptly into a white Sphere. I was standing near a single Table, where Mary was sitting, motionless, looking upward, and wearing a Smile. I took Mary by the Hand and led her out of the Whiteness and back into the blue Ball Room. She threw a red Rose into the Sphere. This, I was told, will seed the Future for her. However, the exact Nature of that Future was not revealed to me.
Client Response 4/14: Hmmm...just got up from a semi rest state so forgive me if I am still a
bit groggy here...overnights are my weekend theme again.
First I want to bring attention to the name of Mary that you used in
the journey. Is this not important in some fashion or perhaps a simple
over site as my name is "xxxxx"…the rest I will have to think about a bit here and get back with you…okay? :)..
thank you so very much for the wonderful nice surprise /gift of this
journey and the one you did for my daughter as well...my heart and spirit are most deeply touched and grateful.
My response: > Hi!
>
> Isn't that strange!? I wonder why "Mary" came in so strongly. It
> seems
> to me this is a sign that someone by that name is going to play a key
> role in your future. Especially since it is "she" who throws the rose.
> Very strange indeed. I can't recall that ever happening before. I'll
> have to go check and see if that happened in my notes as well...hang
> on...
>
> Yup...you are "Mary" all through the notes as well. So when I came
> back, that name was pushing through me loud and clear, eh? I didn't
> even notice it when I was proofreading it before sending it to you. I
> think it is great. Be on the lookout for a Mary!!! With a rose!!
> (shirt, glasses, etc). Amazing how the messages are presented!
>
> I look forward to your further comments. I have damn union training
> tomorrow despite the weather, so there may be a delay in my answers.
> What a life!! :)
4/17: Hi Ken,
Are you ready for this???...are you sitting?..
In spite of this awful flooding, my weakened finances, and somewhat ill
health at present, yesterday I received a phone message that I never
ever expected...I got a call from a "MARY" from The American Institute
of Holistic Health and Psychology. She told me I have a full
scholarship for a home school program, they are fully accredited, etc.
She went further to say that I was referred to them by a client or
friend of mine. I just checked out their site and was
quite pleased at what I read.
I put in a call to my counselor to see if it was her. (just curious as
can be now!) I also called Mary back but only got the school's
answering machine. I left a message for her.
I just had to tell you about this and see what you think. It [the “Mary” connection] gave my daughter the shivers!
As I entered the Spirit World, I found myself standing with my Shaman Mirror Guide, Utawa, on a metal Platform overlooking a rapidly spinning Ball of light blue Energy. I got the Sense of standing in some Sort of Manufacturing Room or perhaps a Research Area. I was told the blue Ball was a Representation of all the Threads of Future Time. I immediately turned to Utawa and asked, “How are we supposed to pick my Client’s Future out of that?!” Utawa agreed that it did not seem possible. I then looked across to the other Side of the Room above the blue Ball, and there was my Client, standing on an identical Platform, looking down at the Ball also! Behind her was dancing a full-size Human-like Energy Being whose Colors were constantly changing. I reached across the Gulf between us with a Staff much longer than it was, picked up the Being and drew it over to myself. I asked it, “Why are you bothering Mary?” It answered, “I’m not! She is creating me with her varying Thoughts and Attitudes. She need to focus to make me turn purple only.” [NOTE: purple is the Color of the highest Chakra, the one tied to the Upper World where the Spirit Blueprint of all our Lives is kept.] I then decided to go over and visit Mary. I shape-shifted into a Hawk and took off to fly toward her directly, over the blue Ball. A very sudden and stiff Wind arose to try to hold me back. I was making no Progress until Eagle came to my left to empower me some more, and Blue Heron came up in front of me to help break the Power of the Wind. I flew in its Backwash. I then fell abruptly into a white Sphere. I was standing near a single Table, where Mary was sitting, motionless, looking upward, and wearing a Smile. I took Mary by the Hand and led her out of the Whiteness and back into the blue Ball Room. She threw a red Rose into the Sphere. This, I was told, will seed the Future for her. However, the exact Nature of that Future was not revealed to me.
Client Response 4/14: Hmmm...just got up from a semi rest state so forgive me if I am still a
bit groggy here...overnights are my weekend theme again.
First I want to bring attention to the name of Mary that you used in
the journey. Is this not important in some fashion or perhaps a simple
over site as my name is "xxxxx"…the rest I will have to think about a bit here and get back with you…okay? :)..
thank you so very much for the wonderful nice surprise /gift of this
journey and the one you did for my daughter as well...my heart and spirit are most deeply touched and grateful.
My response: > Hi!
>
> Isn't that strange!? I wonder why "Mary" came in so strongly. It
> seems
> to me this is a sign that someone by that name is going to play a key
> role in your future. Especially since it is "she" who throws the rose.
> Very strange indeed. I can't recall that ever happening before. I'll
> have to go check and see if that happened in my notes as well...hang
> on...
>
> Yup...you are "Mary" all through the notes as well. So when I came
> back, that name was pushing through me loud and clear, eh? I didn't
> even notice it when I was proofreading it before sending it to you. I
> think it is great. Be on the lookout for a Mary!!! With a rose!!
> (shirt, glasses, etc). Amazing how the messages are presented!
>
> I look forward to your further comments. I have damn union training
> tomorrow despite the weather, so there may be a delay in my answers.
> What a life!! :)
4/17: Hi Ken,
Are you ready for this???...are you sitting?..
In spite of this awful flooding, my weakened finances, and somewhat ill
health at present, yesterday I received a phone message that I never
ever expected...I got a call from a "MARY" from The American Institute
of Holistic Health and Psychology. She told me I have a full
scholarship for a home school program, they are fully accredited, etc.
She went further to say that I was referred to them by a client or
friend of mine. I just checked out their site and was
quite pleased at what I read.
I put in a call to my counselor to see if it was her. (just curious as
can be now!) I also called Mary back but only got the school's
answering machine. I left a message for her.
I just had to tell you about this and see what you think. It [the “Mary” connection] gave my daughter the shivers!
Visiting the Dead
Visiting Dad
4/11/07: A Journey taken at the Request of a Client to visit with the Earth Soul of her Dad.
As I entered the Spirit World, I found myself standing near a picnic Table next to a beautiful Lake. It was a wonderful, sunny Day, the Air delightful. Her Dad (hereafter referred to as just “Dad”) was sitting at one Corner of the Table, fashioning Objects out of Wood. In short Order, he produced a wooden Soldier (Civil War Era), a Nutcracker, and finally a mahogany Female Figure, posed as if she had just released a Bowling Ball. Dad then got up and motioned for me to follow him. We walked down into a sheltered Depression next to the Lake where there was a campground-type, cement and metal cooking Grille, already fired up. On it he cooked a recently caught Rainbow Trout, no doubt taken from the Lake. He then took a swig of a “local” Beer, but knew I do not drink now, so he did not offer me one. The then picked up a Rifle and shot at a Duck passing over. I tried to stop him, but he laughed vigorously and said, “Ducks and I are Partners in this! Watch!” He hit a passing Duck, who fell to the Water. The Duck then sat upright and yelled back, “Nice Shot!” If Ducks could smile, this one would have been. Dad slapped his Knee and again laughed aloud. He then turned to me and said, “By the way, it was nice of you to visit with my Son [I had done a Journey earlier to visit with my Client's Brother's Earth Soul]. That brought my Daughter great Comfort.” The Scene then shifted. I saw what looked like Dad working on an Engine of a Car leaning over the left Fender, the Hood up. He hit his Head coming up too fast. I then saw him on a Roller going under the Car. Dad then told me, “This is my twin Brother who never got to have an Earth Life, but he has nonetheless been allowed to live a full Life now.” The Scene then shifted again. We were walking along a wide dirt Roadway in some sun-splattered and yellow-green Woods. I saw a little Girl on a Bike which I assumed to be my Client, riding along for a few Seconds and then with her Dad and Mom. I then saw another Scene where Joanne was trying on one of her Dad’s Belts. It was way too big for her, and was hilarious as one End was hanging down like a Leash or Tail. Then, we were back at the Grille, and Dad told me that he visits my Client. “I make things fall at her Work, and move Stuff around in her Car.” The Scene shifted again and we were in a Living Room somewhere. Dad held up a large Painting of a snow Scene he had done (I got the Sense it was “by the Numbers”, though). I took a Picture of him holding it, and when I looked down at what I had captured, Dad showed up as an Owl! He then told me that he flies around Joanne from Time to Time as an Owl. The final Scene was of a Train heading into a Station, whereupon the Train looped around very quickly and rejoined the same Track heading in the opposite Direction. The Call Back then sounded.
4/20 Response:
Hi Ken,
I have read your visit several times today. I remember my father carving pencils out of wood for my brother & I while he was taking his lunch break. My mother, brother & I spent many weekends in the woods w/my father. He had his own logging truck & worked 6 to 7 days a week. We loved being outdoors w/him & had so much fun. It doesn’t surprise me you found him outside. Beer was his favorite drink, didn’t care for the hard liquor. He worked on cars & especially his logging truck. He took very good care of his vehicles.
I remember him buying my brother & I new bicycles from the most expensive bike shop in my town. Are friends were envious. We were so happy & I took very good care of my bike. My brother’s bike was stolen. He was so scared to tell my father.
I must say I have found stuff in my car moved around and blamed it on a Senior moment.
I often pick papers off the floor and my pens & pencils seem to be rolling off my desk many times during the day. Now, instead of thinking I’m having a bad day, I will have pleasant thoughts.
Does my brother, mother & father see each other? Do they live in the same area? How about other relatives that have passed on do they see each other? Now that I know they can move objects, can they make physical contact w/us? The other night I could not sleep, felt something on my knee & I knew that is wasn’t a bug.
Thank you so much for your journeys w/my family. It has brought me comfort & a sense of peace especially w/my brother. You have special gift. Thanks for sharing.
Take care,
As I entered the Spirit World, I found myself standing near a picnic Table next to a beautiful Lake. It was a wonderful, sunny Day, the Air delightful. Her Dad (hereafter referred to as just “Dad”) was sitting at one Corner of the Table, fashioning Objects out of Wood. In short Order, he produced a wooden Soldier (Civil War Era), a Nutcracker, and finally a mahogany Female Figure, posed as if she had just released a Bowling Ball. Dad then got up and motioned for me to follow him. We walked down into a sheltered Depression next to the Lake where there was a campground-type, cement and metal cooking Grille, already fired up. On it he cooked a recently caught Rainbow Trout, no doubt taken from the Lake. He then took a swig of a “local” Beer, but knew I do not drink now, so he did not offer me one. The then picked up a Rifle and shot at a Duck passing over. I tried to stop him, but he laughed vigorously and said, “Ducks and I are Partners in this! Watch!” He hit a passing Duck, who fell to the Water. The Duck then sat upright and yelled back, “Nice Shot!” If Ducks could smile, this one would have been. Dad slapped his Knee and again laughed aloud. He then turned to me and said, “By the way, it was nice of you to visit with my Son [I had done a Journey earlier to visit with my Client's Brother's Earth Soul]. That brought my Daughter great Comfort.” The Scene then shifted. I saw what looked like Dad working on an Engine of a Car leaning over the left Fender, the Hood up. He hit his Head coming up too fast. I then saw him on a Roller going under the Car. Dad then told me, “This is my twin Brother who never got to have an Earth Life, but he has nonetheless been allowed to live a full Life now.” The Scene then shifted again. We were walking along a wide dirt Roadway in some sun-splattered and yellow-green Woods. I saw a little Girl on a Bike which I assumed to be my Client, riding along for a few Seconds and then with her Dad and Mom. I then saw another Scene where Joanne was trying on one of her Dad’s Belts. It was way too big for her, and was hilarious as one End was hanging down like a Leash or Tail. Then, we were back at the Grille, and Dad told me that he visits my Client. “I make things fall at her Work, and move Stuff around in her Car.” The Scene shifted again and we were in a Living Room somewhere. Dad held up a large Painting of a snow Scene he had done (I got the Sense it was “by the Numbers”, though). I took a Picture of him holding it, and when I looked down at what I had captured, Dad showed up as an Owl! He then told me that he flies around Joanne from Time to Time as an Owl. The final Scene was of a Train heading into a Station, whereupon the Train looped around very quickly and rejoined the same Track heading in the opposite Direction. The Call Back then sounded.
4/20 Response:
Hi Ken,
I have read your visit several times today. I remember my father carving pencils out of wood for my brother & I while he was taking his lunch break. My mother, brother & I spent many weekends in the woods w/my father. He had his own logging truck & worked 6 to 7 days a week. We loved being outdoors w/him & had so much fun. It doesn’t surprise me you found him outside. Beer was his favorite drink, didn’t care for the hard liquor. He worked on cars & especially his logging truck. He took very good care of his vehicles.
I remember him buying my brother & I new bicycles from the most expensive bike shop in my town. Are friends were envious. We were so happy & I took very good care of my bike. My brother’s bike was stolen. He was so scared to tell my father.
I must say I have found stuff in my car moved around and blamed it on a Senior moment.
I often pick papers off the floor and my pens & pencils seem to be rolling off my desk many times during the day. Now, instead of thinking I’m having a bad day, I will have pleasant thoughts.
Does my brother, mother & father see each other? Do they live in the same area? How about other relatives that have passed on do they see each other? Now that I know they can move objects, can they make physical contact w/us? The other night I could not sleep, felt something on my knee & I knew that is wasn’t a bug.
Thank you so much for your journeys w/my family. It has brought me comfort & a sense of peace especially w/my brother. You have special gift. Thanks for sharing.
Take care,
Gilson Road Cemetery Spirits
12/01/06: A Journey taken with Permission to check on the Spirits long sensed and seen at the Gilson Road Cemetery in Nashua. Here is what happened the night my Friend and I visited there, about 3 prior:
“At Gilson Road Cemetery. I did not really feel there were any Spirits in the front section, where the Stones were. That area seemed really devoid of any energy, and if there are Spirits seen there, they are merely moving through. The place beyond the tall Pine, however, was rife with Action. I kept catching visual glimpses of a Fire there, and was able to further determine there is either a Spirit Bonfire or a Spirit Funeral Pyre there. Many Spirit People are gathered around that Fire, and some wander to the front of the Cemetery to cool off and then go back. Others wander the Field beyond, as you saw. The main impression I got is that they are waiting for something… As we drove off, I suddenly felt one of the Spirits was running/bounding after us a full tilt, and was keeping up with us even though we were at 35 MPH. I sent this Spirit back by promising to visit more fully in the future. At first I thought it was coming to attack us, but then realized it probably wanted to talk to me… “
I began my Journey in customary Fashion. I went straight over to the Graveyard and stood in the entry Area, where all Sorts of very old Headstones stand sporadically about. Eagle Claw, my Upper World Guide, was standing beside me. Utawa, my Mirror Spirit, was in the Mirror as I looked down at it. It was Night. I walked slowly over to the Tree Line, for this is where I had sensed the Action the other Night. As EC and I walked along, we noticed the Ground seemed to be missing…we were walking on empty, dark Space. We came to the Fire I had seen before. It was huge and roaring away. From behind to the left came a Figure looking a lot like artist Renditions of Sasquatch! He came up to me, and after picking me up to give me a gentle Hug, he put me back on my Feet and took me by the Hand out into the open Field beyond the Tree Line. We began walking back and forth across the Field together, and we were stepping between numerous dead Bodies, lying in various States of Decay. These are not visible in normal Vision. I saw Eagles and Vulture coming down to pick at the Bodies, and then Wolves, Foxes, and other Carnivores coming to do likewise. They all gathered together in a huge Group and stared back at me as I retreated with Sasquatch to the Fire. My Guest then explained to me that these Victims had never been properly buried and mourned. Little Bits had sunk into what became shallow, unmarked Graves. The Fire, he explained, was indeed intended to have been a funeral Pyre, as I had sensed the other Night. He told me the Spirits milling about the Fire and Field were waiting for their Loved Ones to come and get them, and to honor them. Feeling deeply for them, I took my Index Finger of my right Hand and traced out the dark blue Edge of a Doorway in the Air. I then turned back to Eagle Claw and asked, “Should I?” He answered, “Do what is right, Four Hawks.” So I finished bringing the Doorway into Existence. In the End it looked a lot like a Mine Entrance, framed out with rough –hewn Timber. Soon, several Spirits came through the Door and began uniting with the Spirits who had been waiting so long for them. They tended to them, caringly and lovingly. I was told that many of these Spirits will go back through the Tunnel to be with their Friends and Family. But a few will remain behind, because they have grown to like it here. Some will become Nature Spirits eventually, after they are done enjoying the Locale. One of those staying is the Spirit who stood behind Peter when his Picture was taken when the Latter was here before with other Friends. In that Shot, there is a Light over my Friend’s Head. I saw the Young Man, straight out of the 1700s. I was shown that this Spirit has a Sense of Humor: he was holding an old Railroad Lantern over my Friend for the Photo, showing a strong Sense of Humor. I had to chuckle at the Sight. Finally, through this cleansing Action, I was told the Effects at the Gilson Road Cemetery will become considerably less pronounced for the Now-Humans living nearby. I thanked my Spirits and returned.
My Friend's Response:
Hi Ken,
Wow. Your actions will take the attraction out of the area for sure. It has become a common place of visit for Para Normal groups - in fact, Jon, whom you did a journey for, is a member of one that made a visit to Gilson. I have to think that perhaps in some of their member's desire is to help those trapped there, and their prayers may have been the reason why the activity has been diminishing.
I never felt threatened while I was there. I thought it neat that my friend saw a "glow" around me and thought that nothing would happen.
It is your job to help others, right? Keeping Gilson as a local attraction doesn't do those in need any good.
Meeting a Sasquatch like being is interesting - I didn't tell you this: Local legend tells of a hairy being or large dragon like being, behind the cemetery that tends to protect visitors.
Again, you hit it right on the nail. While I will miss the mystic of sneaking around at night and looking at the lights in the field behind the cemetery, I am glad that one of them might still be around - and by his choice. This fits the story of a great Indian battle or battles. Local legend also describes that the area was a haunted site in the 1700s.
Well done Ken.
Interesting on the Indian Rock boy.
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A Haunted House Read
2/24/06: A Journey taken at a Friend’s Suggestion to check out the Spirit lie of the land for a House he has visited in Kingston. He tells me light switches go on and off, things move, etc. We both thought it would be cool to see who is doing this.
As I entered the Spirit World, Eagle Claw brought me through the Forests and Street between here and Kingston. We got to the House, and immediately knew there was indeed and Indian Burial Ground here. We arrived in the Night, and saw many blue Figures moving all over the House, its Roof and the adjoining Yard. There are many Spirits here! We went to where the Burial Ground was and found a Stairway leading down to a Spirit Chamber co-existing with the Graves. There were many light blue Spirits sitting around a Fire. They asked me to sit in with them. One of them spoke. “We welcome you, 21st Century Shaman! You can tell the People living in the house that they don’t know it but are disrespecting us. We sometimes have Cars parked on our Burial Ground. Garbage is sometimes stored here. Once in a while Someone urinates. There is a Telephone Pole stuck into our Grounds. The Grounds run from the left front of the Barn out to underneath the Road. We would like them to honor this Sacred Place. Ask them to place a Reminder of it where People can see it. A big Boulder with a Medicine Wheel painted on would be fine. It would honor us, and tell others that they are on or near Sacred Ground. Plant a few large Bushes there so no-one will park. Ask them to visit us occasionally, telling us they honor our Memory, that they mean us no harm, and that they mean for us to rest well. We have Men and Women and Children buried here.” Then they told me there were more Spirits then them. “More,” I asked? “Yes!” And then I saw two Dark Beings, who were Brothers in Life. “They used to live in this House. They are the meddlesome ones, making the most Trouble. They will have to be removed, but this can only happen with the Permission of the Owners. These Brothers are angry that there are People living in their House. They know we are here, but we leave each other alone. Thank you, Four Hawks, for visiting.” And with that my Visit was over. Eagle Claw brought me back through the local Terrain to my Room. I thanked him and came back.
THE REPLY: my Friend tells me his friend who lives there verified what I had seen..to wit, they had a psychic come in and check the house out and she also had reported there were two brothers haunting it. Phil’s friend was astonished that I could see this without even visiting the house. I may get to cleanse these Beings out once the mother gets back from a trip.
As I entered the Spirit World, Eagle Claw brought me through the Forests and Street between here and Kingston. We got to the House, and immediately knew there was indeed and Indian Burial Ground here. We arrived in the Night, and saw many blue Figures moving all over the House, its Roof and the adjoining Yard. There are many Spirits here! We went to where the Burial Ground was and found a Stairway leading down to a Spirit Chamber co-existing with the Graves. There were many light blue Spirits sitting around a Fire. They asked me to sit in with them. One of them spoke. “We welcome you, 21st Century Shaman! You can tell the People living in the house that they don’t know it but are disrespecting us. We sometimes have Cars parked on our Burial Ground. Garbage is sometimes stored here. Once in a while Someone urinates. There is a Telephone Pole stuck into our Grounds. The Grounds run from the left front of the Barn out to underneath the Road. We would like them to honor this Sacred Place. Ask them to place a Reminder of it where People can see it. A big Boulder with a Medicine Wheel painted on would be fine. It would honor us, and tell others that they are on or near Sacred Ground. Plant a few large Bushes there so no-one will park. Ask them to visit us occasionally, telling us they honor our Memory, that they mean us no harm, and that they mean for us to rest well. We have Men and Women and Children buried here.” Then they told me there were more Spirits then them. “More,” I asked? “Yes!” And then I saw two Dark Beings, who were Brothers in Life. “They used to live in this House. They are the meddlesome ones, making the most Trouble. They will have to be removed, but this can only happen with the Permission of the Owners. These Brothers are angry that there are People living in their House. They know we are here, but we leave each other alone. Thank you, Four Hawks, for visiting.” And with that my Visit was over. Eagle Claw brought me back through the local Terrain to my Room. I thanked him and came back.
THE REPLY: my Friend tells me his friend who lives there verified what I had seen..to wit, they had a psychic come in and check the house out and she also had reported there were two brothers haunting it. Phil’s friend was astonished that I could see this without even visiting the house. I may get to cleanse these Beings out once the mother gets back from a trip.
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Visting my Deceased Dad
4/30/04: A most remarkably emotional Journey to the Lower World this morning, and unanticipated. I had earlier mentioned to my wife how our son’s refusal to hang with one of his friends because of excessive alcohol use reminded me of the time I had rejected my best friend at around his age for the same reason. She took this comment to launch a forceful explanation on how she is the only one who should take credit for our son’s actions, and that I little to do with any of the wise decisions he is now making. I was totally unprepared for this (even though I have seen it before), and it wounded my Aura, thereby reactivating an Imprint in my Luminous body which I soon thereafter recognized as having been with me for years. I have, since I can remember, always reacted with emotional resentment and anger when anything to do with my performance in any arena has been assaulted, questioned or undermined by anyone. And thinking of this incident this morning and my reaction to it, I knew I had to get to the source Wounding to finally rid myself of this constantly-triggering Imprint that has poisoning my Aura and Chakras over and over. And I had to do it NOW. So off I went, and I knew right away this would be a different Journey. After Smudging and lighting the Sacred Candle, I used the drum CD. I was not out back this time, but immediately carried into a wooded/flowered area, vibrant with color and pleasant aromas. It was gorgeous. Crosses in Front, my Snake Guide, emerged from a Tunnel entrance in front of me, for the first time wearing a Crown made of glistening Diamonds! Whoa!” I thought to myself, “something is up!” I met with Crosses and asked to be taken to the source Wounding that had left this deep Imprint in my Luminous Body. In fact, I humbled myself before Crosses, almost begging meekly on my knees, and in deep gratitude. Crosses led me down a very resplendent tunnel, lined with numerous, variously-colored Crystal Wands parallel to the floor as far as the eye could see. Down and down we went through this Wonder of Light. We emerged into a rather formless area, where my new Guide, Senses All, was waiting for me. Her eyes were like diamonds, and she likewise had a small crown. I told her I wished to be taken to the Source Wounding, and she took me by the hand and led me into a swirling mass. As we penetrated, Events from my Life went by me. Each was an example of how this Imprint had wounded me and caused anger and hurt. Back and back we went, past my teen years. We then came to a small room with a computer terminal in it(!), and Sense All showed me a long list of Imprint-inspired Chakra poisonings. She smiled and said she wanted me to feel more comfortable in a setting I’m used to in this life as I reviewed my history. :) As the list went further back into my early days, Senses All took me by the hand and led me back into the Swirl of Time. She took me back into the basement of my old house. I saw my Father working at his work bench. He was working on his car engine (he rebuilt it every winter when I was a baby). My mother had let me come down to be with him and walk around a bit (so I must have been two or so). I had picked up a small can of oil and was bringing it to him when it spilled. My Father was always quick to frustration and so yelled at me, telling me to leave things alone, not to help. I felt the Original Wounding occur. I ran and was crying. I now understood why as an older boy and young teenager I had such dread about going down those stairs into the cellar. Senses All then cornered me and told me that we were going to replay this incident, but this time, after the oil spill, I was to react differently. With love and forwardness. Therefore, after the spill, I ran to my Father’s legs and held them tight. I said I was sorry (at least in my mind), that I was only trying to help him. He picked me up, held me to his chest, and said it was OK. It felt SO good to hug him again, I burst into tears..right in the middle of my Journey (a first). I held him tighter and tighter, saying how good it was to be with him again, and how much I loved him. I asked him to forgive me for all the times in the future when I would refuse to help him happily because of this Original Wounding. I then told him I had to get back to my time, that I would be a much better Shaman for having come back to erase this Imprint. I held him so long, and told him I would see him again in the Spirit Camp, but it was wonderful to have held him again. I kept saying, “I love you!”, over and over, in fresh tears. Senses All then took me and said, we now will seal off the Imprint forever. She placed her hand over the Wounded area and the Imprint dissolved. She brought that part of my Luminous Body back to wholeness. I turned and looked at my Father one last time, tears welling once more. He had become a Luminous Body himself, no longer the physical Robe I was accustomed to. I turned with Senses All to begin the Journey back. I was very grateful to her, but a bit too overwrought to say so. But she knew, and I have thanked her since. She led me back to Crosses, who brought me back up the Tunnel to the grove. Crosses told me to sit a while amidst the Trees and drink in their Luminous Energy. As I did so, I became each Tree, and looked over to see myself sitting there. It was very soothing to sit in the Tree Life Forces. Crosses then led me back to my room where I grounded, eyes still wet.
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A Friend's Deceased Mom
5/8/05: A Journey to visit with a Mother, who died within the past two years, on Mother’s Day, on her Daughter's request. As is always the case with visiting the Deceased, I asked permission first. I opened Sacred Space, with my Rattle, lit the Sacred Candle and Smudged prior to this request. As usual, I then held the Crystal Pendulum well above the Candle and asked if it was allowed for me to visit with the Mom. I got a yes. What this means is that my visit with one of the 3 Soul Parts will not interfere with that part’s Spiritual Destiny. I was denied a visit with someone’s deceased Brother recently for that same reason. Therefore I was quite pleased for the Daughter's sake to get that yes. So I placed the Drum Loop on and was off. I had no idea which World we would be going into, so I waited. I very soon found myself on top of a medium-sized Hill, sunny and covered with Flowers and Plants. The Sky was deep blue and had white puffy Clouds floating by. The Breeze was warm and intoxicating. It was the most splendid of Spring scenes, like the perfect spring Day. And then a Queen Bee came by and flew around me a few times. She then stopped right in front of me, as if waiting for me to follow. As I stood and walked toward her, she led me on. Off in the distance I saw a Woman sitting alone. I looked to my right and my Lower World Guide, Crosses in Front, was slithering along through the Grass with me. High above me, my Upper World Guide, Owl, was flying along. But within a few seconds, I came abruptly to a very high Cliff edge. We just kept right on walking through the Air, with no tendency to fall whatsoever. I looked down and well below was a River. It was colored in many bright Hues, and even the Sunlight reflected back in colors. I realized we were over the River that separates this Life from the Life our Earth Souls take on after Death. So we were staying in the Middle World. This meant we would be visiting with Mom’s Suld, or Earth, Soul. We got to the other side and I approached the Woman, young and lovely, sitting on a Log. She had a small collection of Pussy Willows in front of her, and as I looked around I noticed we were in a grove of them. I went up to her and looked at the ground as I spoke, in humble Averting of the Eyes. She told me not to avert, but rather look up at the Sky, and in particular, the Sun. I did so, and noticed the Moon as a black Orb just off-center of the Sun. I could see both at the same time. Today was the New Moon, and so I was witnessing a sight we don’t see on this side of the River..the New Moon as a shiny, black Circle superimposed on the Sun. As I stared at the Sacred Combo, a golden heart formed in a rope of Mana, looking like a Christmas garland, around the two orbs. I then looked back at Mom. She handed me a pair of wooden Knitting Needles, the color of Oak, with two black Caps on each of the non-point ends. These were obviously a Gift to her Daughter. She then began to speak. She told me she was very happy as a soon-to-be Nature Spirit. She told me that when she finishes up being her Earth Soul, her Spirit Energy will go happily and gratefully into the Blue Heron Clan. I then asked her if she knew of the events surrounding her Children. She said yes, and kept referring to them as the Troubles. She said she visits occasionally, and has seen what is going on. She said she was sad that most of the Children were so focused on material gain. She wished they could see the Truth that lies behind the Façade of what they call Reality. She told me she was proudest of this Daughter, for she is closest to knowing the Truth about what is really Important. She told me she is the most Spiritually connected of all her children. She said she has been feisty and admirable all her Life, and she has enjoyed watching her progress in that combination of strength and gentleness that so well defines the well-adjusted Human Woman. She then told me something remarkable. She said that the day she passed, she merged quickly and for a short time with her Daughter. She left within her the Key to the Spirit World. She said it is still there, and when she finds it and opens that Door, the same Beauty and warm Breezes that I experienced at the start of this Journey will pour through that opened Door and sweep all her worries and cares away..and she will have lasting Peace. I then saw her handling an Amulet or Locket that was shaped as a Heart, but for some reason came on very strongly to me as being associated with or even made/filled with Apple. She then told me that she will visit her Daughter on occasion as a Blue Heron. At one point she will leave a Feather for her. It will be mainly grayish with blue fringe. It will be unmistakable, and the Daughter will immediately recognize it as the gift from her Mom. She then leaned forward and showed me her Necklace. It was a very thin chain, of Silver, and had a small, square Onyx as its charm. She then asked if she could merge with me for a few seconds. I said it was fine. I found myself back in my bedroom, feeling the Mom breathing in and out deeply. She said she found it so wonderful to feel that Air rushing in and out of lungs again. She told me her Daughter must do likewise, and gain that tremendous feeling of the Honor involved in being in her Body still. She then left my Body and we were both back at her site. I felt it was time to take my leave and go back across the River. Just as I was turning to leave, the Call Back sounded..so I had to beat feet back. I went from the Hill back to my Yard, and then came back into the Bedroom. I lay on the floor to ground myself fully. I thanked the Helpers and the Mom for the wonderful experience. Notes: The Bee is a reminder to extract the Honey of Life and to make our Lives fertile while the Sun shines. It reminds us that no matter how great the Dream there is the promise of fulfillment if we pursue it. The Elixir of Life is as sweet as Honey, and we can drink of it if we just pursue our Dreams.
5/9/05: While out and about today, a Queen Bee came and stopped right in front of me, exactly as in this Journey. Here was the Spiritual manifested into the physical. I knew the Mom had sent this Bee, or was this Bee. And, I smiled broadly as I said hello.
I never knew there was a River of Spirit Energy separating the Souls here from the Earth Souls “there.” It is obviously easily crossed, but the Great Spirit has seen fit to separate the two existences..more to keep the Living here than to prevent the Passed Ones from coming here, though.
Blue Heron symbolizes the Great Spirit, among other things. It also symbolizes Aggressive Self-Determination and Self-Reliance.
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Why a Friend Committed Suicide
5/24/05: A Journey taken check on a former neighbor who left the World suddenly last week at age 43. I wanted to make sure he got away cleanly, and asked permission beforehand using the Crystal pendulum. Sacred Space was already open from a prior Journey today, so I went right in for a 15-minute Loop. As I concentrated on my Purpose, I saw thick, billowy and totally black Clouds forming. I saw my Neighbor lying retrained on his back, with a huge Centipede-like monster with lit Eyes and Mouth hovering menacingly over him, as if guarding its prey. Eagle Claw, my upper World Guide, in human versus Bared Owl form, came to me on my left and took me aside. We walked onto a Prairie setting and sat, and then Utawa, my Mirror Spirit, arrived. We all stood and looked down into the Mirror surface. I then saw my Neighbor as a young boy. I saw he used to take a series of wallops on his backside from his Dad. These were always stingingly hard, and came at the slightest provocation. My Neighbor took to hiding, in what looked like the Attic, where he would play with his Toys. At one point his Dad found him there and beat him there, too. A Spirit named Red Slow Hoe (a former farmer?) came to visit with my Neighbor when he was hiding. At first he came as a Play Companion, and gave my Neighbor’s Toys an added Magic, an Alive Quality. His Toys therefore took on a Special Life of their own, a Feeling that lasted with Scott for the rest of his Life. This is why he always was out seeking fun on his “Adult Toys” such as Motorcycles and Dirt Bikes. I saw that his Ami and Suns Souls constantly fled the Beatings, but always came back afterward...he was lucky there, for sometimes they don’t. However, over the years, Red Slow Hoe began to take over my Neighbor...and by the end of his Life, all 3 Souls, the Earth Soul included, had been displaced. It was Red Slow Hoe that took the Life of my Neighbor’s Body, not he himself. My Neighbor’s Earth Soul was now under the control of the Centipede. His Ami soul fled to an area between the orbits of Jupiter and Saturn. I saw it wandering about out there. His Suns Soul had fled to a Cave populated by an Armadillo family. At this point, my Helpers told me to take on the Centipede first. I went back into the Black Clouds and approached the Being with both Shaman Staff and Mirror. I firmly commanded the Being to release my Neighbor and go away. It was intent on resisting. My Staff, in my left Hand, now turned to Blue Energy, no doubt courtesy of Utawa, the Blue Shaman and Mirror Spirit. I lowered the Staff slowly toward the Centipede. The Staff shook formidably as I slowly lowered it. My Arm shook on the Bed as the Staff lowered. I worked against the Being’s staunch resistance, and eventually touched the Being’s Head. The Centipede then quickly dissolved into a mass of Rainbow Light and flowed away. The Black Clouds dispersed. My Neighbor got up and began to speak with me. We hugged. He expressed profound regret at what had just happened. He felt he must go now and help his Wife and Sons. I opened up Sacred Space over him and them. I told him he could guide and protect them, but not interfere in their Lives, for they must walk their Own Path. I then went to retrieve my Neighbor’s other two Souls. My Staff easily attracted the Suns Soul from the Cave. I took it to the World River and watched as it floated over the Waterfall’s top and down into the Lower World. I then went into Space and likewise attracted the Ami Soul with my Staff. This I flung into the World Tree, which looks as if studded with Diamonds, those being the Ami Souls of those awaiting their next Life. My Neighbor’s Earth Soul then came back to me to thank me very much for my intervention. I told him I will help him whenever he calls me in a Dream. I told hin I admired him very much and what he had done in his Life: a very successful business and family. He again expressed great Remorse at what had happened. I told him that had I known what was going on with him I might have been able to intervene to prevent his leaving so soon..but it all transpired according to his Sacred Path. The Call Back then sounded and I left my Neighbor to his new Work as I came back to the Room and thanked my Guides while grounding.
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