4/28: A quick and simple Journey to remove an alcohol-craving that is still embedded within my Luminous Body. My assumption was that it is in my heritage. This came ot me last night as I watched Alberto talk of a similar incident in one of his Student’s healings. I felt that I needed to perform a soul-release ceremony on an ancestor who had an acohol-related eath, so his Luminous Body could finally escape to the Blue Road and beyond to the Spirit Camp. So after smudging and lighting the Sacred Candle, I relaxed and breathed while chanting my intention to myself. I soon found myself out back at the entrance to the Lower World Tunnel, and there was a very tiny Owl waiting for me. I shape-shifted down to his size, but he did not accompany me in. He was standing guard. Snake appeared from within the Tunnel, just as blue lines of Energy versus the traditional physical form. We went down together, and very soon were in an all-blue world with no delineation at all. We came to a bunch of bones and ashes lying on the “ground”, upon which sat a figure, all Energy, as if pensive, chin on hand. I asked him to move aside so I could release him. I assumed this was my ancestor, but a face flashed before me that was totally unknown to me. Young, short brown receding hair, and glasses. He stared at me, almost expressionless. Recall I dealt with my GF in an earlier Journey and thought I had freed him then, so apparently I had. Snakes waited off to my right. I then called in Sacred Space by praying to the 7 Directions. I then extended Sacred Space over the remnants of the body. I then walked to the side and began unraveling each Chakra. When done, I sensed that nothing much had happened, and just assumed it had worked. But it was a bit dull-ending. I closed both Sacred Spaces and drummed back. It was while I was back in the room, thinking about what had happened, that I realized that I had un-spun the Chakras in the wrong looping pattern, the reverse one. I had done it wrong! I quickly drummed myself back to the scene and re-created Sacred Space as before. This time I began to use the correct loop pattern, as every loop has to end up at the heart. Also this time, Eagle Claw was there to my left side, giving me protection, strength and guidance. I went through all the Chakras, un-spinning them and then taking them to the heart. I then pushed on the “feet” to cause the Luminous Body to release into the air, which it did as a deep-purple blob. I watched as this blob took on a human-body form and walk away. I then saw the bones and ashes disappear. I did not close off each Chakra with an “X”, the traditional ending to this Ceremony, as this person had been dead for quite a while, and was more attached to me than to its own body. Recall it was sitting on it, not trapped within it. The fact the remains vanished also shows it was not required. I then closed the Sacred Spaces and returned, thanking my guides. Thinking a little later about who it might have been, I believe I was invaded the very first night I got so drunk and fell asleep in the snow. While I survived, I think a Spirit of someone who didn’t moved into me. It has been with me ever since. Until today. So now I know my craving for alcohol is gone, and as I walked on the treadmill I felt again like the person I was in my mid teens, with no interest whatsoever in the stuff. I will still drink socially, but that is all.
Wednesday, April 28, 2004
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