Journey 193 - A Quite Ill Mom

4/17/05: A Journey to investigate a Mom’s cancer, and see if anything can be done Spiritually to stop or slow it. I prepared carefully and fully, in case I came up against some tough going. As I went into the Journey, I found myself floating a short distance above an entirely purple world. Trees, Hills, Ground..all a deep purple. I then saw Owl fluttering around one of the smaller Trees, and I went down to join him. Owl stood out as a bright yellow, an unusual color for him. As I caught up to him, the scene shifted and we were walking down a long set of purple stairs. When we got to the bottom, I saw the Mom lying on her back on a large slab of concrete. She seemed unaware that we were there..she was just looking up at the ceiling. Owl turned into my Upper World Guide, Eagle Claw, and he took out his analysis Crystal Wand. He illuminated her body with it while I stepped back away from her feet and up a bit. I then saw the damage. Almost the entire right half of her Aura is gone! Eaten away. I’d not seen this before. Eagle Claw obviously wanted me to see this. The slab with the Mom and we both then started moving, and slipped quickly into an entirely orange, amorphous zone. Then, I started to pick out some orange, human-shaped blobs moving around in the color. They were Spirit Shapes. The orange then faded into more traditional reality. We were at the Mom’s old house. I saw her sitting in her living room, alone. She was deeply depressed. I then saw several large and many small Chutger (dark Nature Spirits) attacking her over and over, resulting in the loss of her Aura half. One of the majors had come from the nearby river. Another had come from a large Pine Tree a good distance but not that far away. Many smaller Spirits were attacking her in passing, just happened to stumble in while passing by. We then were back in the purple room, the Mom back on her slab. Eagle Claw took out a Moqui Marble and placed it on the table next to her right side. It soon was covered in Insects of a type I am not familiar with. I then saw these Insects pouring out of her opened Aura and into this Ball. Eagle Claw was collecting them, thereby detoxifying the Mom. When this process was complete, the rest of her Aura collapsed! I knew this was not at all good. The slab suddenly became a Boat we were all riding down the River to the Lower World. I realized the Mom’s Suns Soul was heading back home to that World. This would create a rapid demise for her, so I intervened. Just as the Boat reached the Falls and was about to go over, I pulled it into the air past the edge using the Eagle and Owl Feathers I had placed in my hands at the start of the Journey. Eagle Claw helped me carry the Boat with the Mom within over to a small inlet near the Falls. She was temporarily safe in these calm waters, but Eagle Claw told me the Mom must now remain as calm and relaxed as she possible can. It won’t take much of a wind (that is, fear or depression or anger) to blow the Boat back into the River and over the Falls. I then saw the Mom’s Power Animal Penguin arrive with some other Helpers. Eagle Claw then produced the Ball full of the Spirit Insects. He handed it to me. It became white hot in my left hand. It then shape-shifted into a large stick that I flung into the ground. The stick then shape-shifted into one large version of these insects and it came after me with incredible anger. I used my Shamanic Mirror to stop and absorb the attacker. I then placed my Mirror face down on the Ground and several huge bolts of white-blue electricity went zapping through the ground in different directions. I then found myself rising well above the inlet, and from there drew a protective covering of Light around the entire scene, to keep the Mom and her Helpers safe from further intrusion. As I drifted up further, the little ball of Light I had created turned into a tiny moisture droplet and began floating free. I was then on the surface of an ocean beneath a dark Sky. A black and large ship came floating by me, and I could tell it was the ship of Death. I watched as the moisture droplet containing the Mom and her Helpers zipped into one of the doorways of the main cabin. As the ship moved away, the name on the back was “Portsmouth.” I then knew that there was no stopping the course of the disease. I inquired concerning a year of passing, and at first 2005 displayed. But I felt that was too soon, and then the year value jumped to 2007. I saw a date: April 13, 2007. I was not sure of the accuracy of this date. Did I force it by rejecting the 2005? After worrying about this and waiting for new dates, I kept seeing the April 13 date..so I accepted it and moved on. I then saw the Mom sitting in her current living room. I was told she should listen to a lot of ocean sounds CDs for calmness. She should eat a lot of Kale, Broccoli and drink Green Tea. The scene then faded. But in my Visual cortex, I saw the image of a Skull, and a woman with her heads buried in her hands. I then saw an actual headstone with the April 13 date on it. The Call Back then sounded.

Note: The color orange in the transfer scene implies among other things Optimism and Energy Reserves, stimulating feelings of social-ness. It is tied to our emotional health and muscular system, and helps with the stomach, intestines, food assimilation and depression. But a little goes a long way..too much can effect the nerves.

In order to test the validity of the April 13 dates, after the journey I consulted my Crystal pendulum. I held it well above but directly over the Sacred Flame, and asked if the April 13, 2007 date was actually the date I was meant to be given by the Helpers. The pendulum swung “yes.”, verifying what I saw again and again as accurate and not just my own impressions interfering. This is the last date that the Mom will be able to stay..and will probably go sooner if she stresses her self out of the inlet.

We removed the spirit of the Mom's disease, in the form of insects, and so they can do no further damage. However, looking at the 6 major characteristics of insects reveals why the disease was so hard to eliminate: they spread quickly; they are extremely adaptable to conditions; they have armor; their small size makes their demands more accessible; reproduction allows species to survive; and finally they undergo multiple changes to carry on living.

4/18: Obviously the Spirits are very happy with this and other recent Journey work. Today a small Hawk circled almost directly over my head. An alert for what came about 15 minutes later. I saw a very large bird with dark,long square wings just soaring along. It seemed to have a touch of bright white on the tail and head. I knew it was a juvenile Bald Eagle! This is only my 3rd unsought after sighting of my life. There is no higher Spirit Bird for me..it is my Power Animal. It represents the highest achievement. I am very humbled..