Journey 18 - The Crystal Chamber in My Head

10/10: I undertook a Journey this afternoon in an attempt to find out how I can increase my ability to read Spirit Energy, mainly in People. I just don’t get it, and I asked my Lower World Guide Crosses in Front to take me to a place where I might discover, or better uncover, this ability. I self-drummed after smudging and Shamanic breathing to relax. I met with Crosses in the small Chipmunk hole out back, but we were not there for more than an instant. Immediately I was walking across a field with loose vegetation as Crosses slithered ahead in front of me, leading the way. After a short time, we came to a shoreline..and we both continued walking across the water a great distance out. We came to a very small mound of stones and dirt with a few small plants, and came to a rest there. Water surrounded us completely, and the sky above was almost the same hue and brightness. We sat there for a few seconds and I waited. Suddenly, I found myself shrinking down to ground level..and suddenly I WAS this little island. I felt that sense of permanence and presence that Stone People feel, complete with a detachment from the surrounding water, despite the closeness and immersion therein. I remembered the Water represents the emotions, and both our walk across the water, and now my separation from it by being immoveable and solid and just aware, was a signal to me that to read Spirit Bodies correctly one had to all but drop one’s emotional attachment to the subject, and view it with the awareness of Stone and Dirt and Plant People. As I sat there, a Dragonfly went by and I could see its Spirit Body glistening around it. I asked Crosses if that were all. But no, Crosses then abruptly changed the scene and took me down through my own head into my Brain. We went by some lobes and went in deeper. We came to a small, dark and long unused corridor, with a very rusty door on a wall, upon which was hung a very rusty key. I was told to pick up the key, and as I did it sprang to life and glowed with energy..it had turned to crystal. The door lock had done so as well, and I inserted the key and opened the door. We moved inside, where it was completely black. No light, nothing. We just went further and further in, until I looked behind and saw the doorway was just a speck of very bright light, like a strong star. I turned back to behold a white shaft of light before me. I got the sense this was the white dot on the black field of the yin yang symbol, the symbol of ultimate balance. I stepped into the shaft and was back up on the island again. Wanting to return to learn more, I went back to the doorway in my brain, and it was all crystal by now. I then began to take people I knew into this black room with me. I took Janet, but felt my reading of her colors was generated by my own thinking, not by her actual radiance, so I took her back out. I took in a co-worker for a check, and saw he had quite a few areas of lowered spirit colors. I looked at my own body and saw some lowered energy in the chest and sacral Chakra areas. Since I can only work on my own Spirit Body, not having permission from the others, I fixed my own weak areas by adding energy back to them. Suddenly the black void turned very bright, and I was inside a huge sphere made of millions of crystal facets, all radiating different hues of the rainbow. Two Feathers and Crosses were both there. They told me I could project images of peoples’ robes onto the crystal walls, and view the energy excesses/lacks from there in the shadowy shape it made. I was told I can visit this room at any time to check on Spirit Robes. I pried the door open with my Crystal Wand to keep it from shutting again. I then felt Crosses planting a four-petal Spirit Flower in my head, with the petals inside my skull and the stem base within the Crystal Sphere. It was as if this was to give me the Life Power of the Four Directions at all times. Crosses and I then came back, and I thanked her and drummed back into the room. I felt extremely at peace, knowing the door to increased awareness of Spirit Powers was now open, and I had been taught the state (almost unemotional awareness) and a technique for measuring Spirit Power in people. I knew my Crystal Wand, some of whose energy was now holding the door open, would also play a key role.