Journey 189 - Checking on a Deceased Baby's Spirit

4/11/05: A Journey taken at a friend’s request to investigate the circumstance surrounding the very early passing of her daughter, gone about 20 years. My friend says she died within a few months of birth. I asked the Spirits to reveal the Truth to me to pass to her so she could heal from this event. As I set off, I came to a large Lakes surrounded by Trees. It was a warm and sunny day. As I waited there, a Wolf came along and began to drink from the Lake. At this point, my Upper World Guide Owl flew in and landed next to me. He then told me to watch and wait. I watched as Wolf lapped up the Lake Water. Each time his tongue hit the surface, circular ripples of bright Rainbow Colors would expand outwards. Owl then told me to shape-shift into a Hawk. As the Wolf departed, we two flew along above him. We watched as he trotted across the forest floor over roots, small hills, etc. He then came to a Cave and went in. We followed. Inside I found Wolf tending to his mate and three little baby Wolves. One of the three was feeding from the Mother. I then turned to my left and beheld an astonishingly beautiful woman standing there. She was dressed in a long straight robe, white and blue. Her skin was beautifully light brown. She seemed the perfect Woman in both demeanor and appearance. She spoke to me. She told me she was the Spirit that had tried to enter the world through the baby’s body, but the human Robe was not ready for her. As I listened to her, it occurred to me that she was a Nature Spirit, a Suld Soul, and so she cannot have been the Spirit that tried to enter through the baby. Once the Suld Soul is released, it is done with its Earth Walk. I challenged her with this information, and she grew silent. Suddenly, the back of the Cave turned pitch black. Owl and I went into the darkness, and were soon in a Universe composed of Stars that were quite weak and diminutive. As we floated along, we came to a small, circular container that was filled with a glowing light green material. I took it in my hands. I opened the lid, and saw a baby girl lying within it. I knew this was the little baby..Owl confirmed it. Owl then told me that the baby’s attempt to enter a human body was her very first. She was a brand new Human Soul on her maiden voyage. In fact, we were in the Home of the New Souls, and as I looked around I saw thousands of other little containers floating nearby. Owl told me that the baby had been pulled back at the last minute because her Guides did not think she was ready yet. I told him this event had caused the mother much pain..why did it get this far. Owl explained it was the way of Life..the decision had to wait until the last minute. Also, he reminded me that each person’s Sacred Path involves joy AND pain. I then asked why the Suld Spirit in the Cave had lied to me. He told me she wanted to protect the baby’s Spirit from unnecessary intrusion by a visiting Shaman..she in her Guardian Spirit. Owl then told me that since the failed entry, the baby's Spirit has already come back to Earth, and she is currently living with a very good family and having a good first outing! While the details of her name and location must remain hidden, according to Owl, I was allowed to travel to where she is. I saw her running from a house down a grassy front to a wooden fence. It looked like she was in a farm community. I could have been as far north as upper New York State, or as far south as the Carolinas. It was definitely not the Midwest, though. She was a beautiful little black girl. She was 4-6 years old and was wearing pink ribbons in her hair. I then decided to soar in close over her as Hawk. She looked up at me wide-eyed, really excited. I began looping in a tight circle ever higher over her head, trailing Rainbow colored Spirit Energy. I left her with this cone of protection over her. We then were back in the Cave. I spoke with the girl’s Guardian. She was very grateful for my protective actions over her charge. I gave her a Hawk Feather to give to the girl someday. A token of my visit on her first mother’s behalf. The Guardian told me her (the Guardian’s) name is Anjaya, also able to be known as Angelique. The Cave then melted away, and the final scene I saw saw was of the now-grown girl standing in a line of other young lady’s. She seemed to be in a military or other group formation..and she was all happy saying, “our boat is back!” This told me she might be in the Coast Guard..or Girl Scouts.. Right after this scene, the Call Back sounded and I returned.

Notes: Wolf is the friend's Power Animal..no surprise he should lead me to the Cave.

The Rainbow circles on the Lake were a predictor and celebrator of the Rainbow Circle I drew over the young girl in her new and first Lifetime. Water symbolizes things Feminine.

The rest speaks for itself..