Journey 146 - The Unwelcome Visitor

1/6/05: I got the following message this afternoon from Spirit Sister: “Tuesday we got a call during our meeting, from her dad, saying she had a seizure and was in the ER. Well, I just talked to him, and it is much more than that. She has multiple personality disorder and another personality has taken over…talking of killing people…it took four men to restrain her and she is now in a Psychiatric Hospital. I will be going to see her (I think) on Monday when I go see my mother.

Anyway, you know what I think about multiple personality disorder. I think those are actually other personalities in there that need to come out and be taken to their proper place in the Light. Can you at least find out what’s in there and maybe get rid of them?”

Shortly thereafter, I wrote back to her: “I did a small, non-drumming Journey to see if anything came immediately up..and I found the daughter's main soul sitting in a parlor of an old, very well appointed house, with a large bay window. She was sitting on the bench next to a piano. I could tell by looking around that this was a house from long ago..I asked her what the date was and we looked and found a calendar..1827. She doesn't really know why she is there, but is quite happy to be, as it is safe and peaceful. I told her I would be back to meet with her again, but did not give any details as to what was happening to her body.” I then promised to do a full Journey as soon as I could, which happened to be tonight. Here is the record thereof:

After Smudging the Room and lighting the Sacred Candle, I Rattled in Sacred Space and anointed myself with the Shaman’s Water. During the Rattling, I asked all the Grandfathers and Father Sky, Mother Earth and Great Spirit to guide me to the Truth concerning the daughter’s condition. I asked that if it be my Path to serve as a conduit for her Healing, to let it be totally effective and quick. I then went over and set up my Drum loop for a long ride..I didn’t want to cut short anything that might have to be done tonight. As I sat on the bed and breathed Shamanically, focusing on my intention, I saw a dark attic looming before me. There was a window at either end of the small, A-framed space, and it was night, so just a little light was getting in. As I moved into the Room, my Guide Eagle Claw arrived as Owl. He had light blue eyes, which made me wonder if my new Shaman Spirit Utawa was there as well. As Owl shone his blue Light around the room, we found a small girl lying on her right side in a near-fetal position. It was the daughter! I got the sense that she had had a seizure, but can’t be sure since I arrived after the fact. I then looked over to the far window and saw a Dark Being wander in. It had the gait of a fairly old person, and it went over and lay down beside her, as if just seeking comfort and warmth. But soon I saw the Being merge into her. After this, I found myself and Owl inside a large swirling Tunnel made of light green and lilac streaks, with the green by far the dominant color. I sensed we were falling, falling..and soon the bottom of the Tunnel cleared like breaking through Clouds. I saw below us a small, New England Village or Town. We landed, and I now saw the daughter standing outside a small grocery store. I seem to recall a small horse hitch outside the store itself. My main focus was on how she was feeling. With this stranger now part of her being, she was feeling out of sorts. She knew some sort of struggle was occurring within her but had no idea what it was (it was the battle of her Soul and the Beings for dominance, but she couldn’t know that). All she knew was the joy in Life was hard to come by, and even play felt strange. The scene then shifted again, and I saw her sitting on a piano bench, taking a lesson..and hating it. With the conflict within, even the sound, the very timbre of the keys, was aggravating to her. I then saw her as an Adult, and could see her Suns Soul struggling to hide from the Suld Soul of the Visitor. Her Soul would dart to be just in the opposite place of his, and the effort of constantly hiding was weakening her Soul further. I was then shifted over to her Concord hospital room, where I saw her lying on a bed. Her Aura was as burnt black as any I have ever seen. It was almost totally depleted. There was a very thin blue light/halo surrounding her head, and her eyes were likewise lit with a pale light. That was it for an Aura. I was astonished. I moved in closer to her body and saw three outside Entities trying to invade her. The Visitor within was resisting. It was he that was yelling “kill, kill” to the invaders, not her. Her Soul had fled her body with this new attack, and was resting safely in 1827 as related at the top of this piece. I convened a Council with my Guides Eagle Claw, Crosses, and my Guardian Two Feathers. We Smoked and thought about our next action. Eagle Claw decided I should use the Spiritual version of the Shaman’s Mirror that Uwata had given me a day or so ago to absorb the invaders. I went to the daughter and performed the absorption. I then placed the Mirror on the Ground to allow Mother Earth to remove the Entities and convert them for use as positive Spirit Energy elsewhere. I then managed to dislodge the Visitor from her body a bit, but will need a separate Journey to deal with him fully. I placed a thin veil of Aural protection over her. I will also have to Journey to retrieve her Soul Piece from 1827. I then slipped into a deeper State of Relaxation, as often happens when I’m overtired and/or sick (both in this case), and can recall very little of what went on..I just know that it had little to do with the situation. It was more the Helpers working on me. As I was returning, though, I saw the old man who had invaded the daughter. He seemed to be dressed in a gray suit, was large framed, and had a bald and bulbous head. His eyes were small, and his grin more a grimace framed by thin lips. The Journey then ended with the Call Back Drumming.

1/21: Spirit Sister let me know that the girl was released to go home the following Sunday. I cannot go further and totally retrieve her Soul Piece without her permission..so she will have to sit by that Piano for a while, until she can go back on her own. Hopefuly someday I will get the girl's permission to intervene further. Spirit Sister is unable to get that for me.