Journey 83 - More Work on Daughter's PA

8/12/04: A Journey to further investigate my daughter's Power Animal, Polar Bear, to see if there was any Guidance he wished to give her. The room was already open in Sacred Space from a prior Journey, and so I Smudged with Sweet Grass for an extra layer of protection and was off on a 10-minute Drum CD Journey. At first, the Tree I meet Owl in was very changeable, going quickly through a multitude of Colors before settling on a beige tone with streaks of pastel colors running through it. Owl then flew in from a Pink Sky, himself Yellow with deep Blue Eyes. We looked up into the Sky to see a red Tunnel Opening, swirling. We headed into the Entrance and went past many necklaces of Red Beads, making up the Tunnel Walls. We emerged into a sunny area of Trees and Fields, all covered in glistening Ice. It was not cold, but very refreshing. A Man walked toward us from the South, himself White and glazed in ice, eyes included. He sat down beside me and touched my hands. He then “melted” to a more normal appearance, still dressed in a Polar Bear fur outfit. I told him who I was and asked if he had any info for my daughter. We were suddenly overlooking a small city over which a Thunderstorm was moving. I could see down into an apartment, where my daughter was lying on a bed reading a textbook while her daughter was at the dining room table hunched over homework. She appeared 6 or 7..hard to tell. As I moved closer into this scene, I was suddenly back in the dining room overseas, and it was my own young daughter at the table, doing HER homework! I got the sense from being here that we jerked my daughter back to the States too soon..that it had had a negative effect on her. I then saw only her face before me, going through many changes into old age, finally lying on the slope of the ice world, herself looking a lot like her Guardian did when he first appeared to me at the start of this leg of the Journey. She then rose and walked off with him, two Ice People hand in hand. I then realized she had left this Spirit to come here to this life! They were together as Spirit Partners prior to that. Then, more images ensued, no doubt things for my daughter to ponder, gifts from her Guardian/Power Animal. I saw Pine Trees stirring in a warm Breeze, with a wonderful Scent of Pine in the air. Very peaceful. I then saw a small Lake with my daughter’s House nestled in the Woods about halfway up. I saw her lying on a Hillside nearby, with a man with curly, medium brown hair and glasses..a life partner, but not necessarily husband. I then saw a large Moon hanging over a city horizon, and was informed that Moon is very important to my daughter, and she should therefore seek out its soft Light and calming Feminine Spirit. I then remembered the Moon was coming up full on her birth evening. I then saw the name Neptune go by, and after a second of thinking of the Planet, realized it was also the name of the God of the Ocean in ancient Rome. Here again was the connection to the Sea, which comes with her Power Animal and its need to find the right balance between Ice and Ocean to survive. I then saw my daughter in her communion veil, and got the sense she had found this ceremony pretty much empty of Spiritual significance..and a launching point for her lack of spirituality in subsequent years. However, her PA told me this would be slowly changing now that He was back in her life in a physical form (the Figurine)..she would be slowly but surely opening back up to the possibilities beyond this existence. I then saw him lying in light-blue Spirit form beside my daughter when she was alone at night, and he told me he hoped she would listen when he tried to dissuade her from being with the wrong guys. I then saw a Polar Bear walking on hardened Snow, with Raven on his right Shoulder and a Bunny at his left foot. I then saw the two others squawking at Bear, and holding him off at a distance.. in combination a sign of my grandaughter’s connection to yet independence from her mom playing out simultaneously. Back now on the bench with my daughter’s Spirit Guardian, he gave me a small icy Lamp, about 2” high with an A-shaped Crystal shade. The Lamp did not melt in my hand..it was very solid. He told me to give it to her in Spirit, and tell her this Lamp will shine very brightly in her Dark times as if containing thousands of tiny suns within, and light her Path. At this very instant, the Drum ceased, and I had to quickly scurry back through the Tunnel with Owl and return to the room, performing my own Call Back Drumming. I thanked the Guides as I typed this up.