Journey 13b - Job App Status

9/20/03: Journey to discover the status of my wife’s job application at a different company. I prepared more diligently this time. I took Shamanic breaths several minutes to relax, and then smudged the room with Sage Smoke. I hand-drummed again. I have found that drumming for myself is much more effective, so I will probably not use the CD much more. To begin the Journey, I knew to walk back to the Circle where the Spirits had been dancing around the Sparking Tower. I really put myself in these woods with all my senses, as we are supposed to do. I came to the Dance Clearing. It was about 100 feet across, with a large circle of dead Leaves forming a covering. I walked across the Leaves to sit in the middle (indicates balance). I found a chunk of clear Quartz that was beveled like a diamond. As I picked it up, flowers popped out of the Leaves. They were 3” high with thin green Leaves beneath a large 2” circle of off-white, tightly packed petals. Then, my Guardian Two Feathers arrived. I took the opportunity to kneel before her and thank her for guiding me all these 51 years, and for letting me leave the Spirit Camp for this Walk on Earth. She was glad to see me so humbly thankful, and even teased me humorously by changing to look like the wood Wall Hanging I have of her, before changing back. I looked in her eyes and saw the same eyes as Eagle Claw has..the eyes of the Owl..before they went back to normal. She then took my diamond-shaped Quartz Crystal and smoothed it into a perfect Sphere with her Hands, and gave it back to me. Suddenly, Owl was in the Trees at the edge of the Clearing. He suddenly grew Huge, covering the Sky, and began beating his wings. The dead Leaves blew around Two Feathers and me. I sank into a hole in the ground, surrounded by the Leaves, as she stood above. I then looked into the Crystal Sphere, and saw a corridor in the company, which led to the desk of the supervisor who had interviewed my wife. Her resume was tossed to the side, as if carelessly discarded. This suggested to me that perhaps the husband of the company employee got the job. But the supervisor was still very interested in my wife. I was then shown the Shipping area, where a job in the records dept involving a lot of Excel and Word usage was waiting for her, at 24K to start. I hen came back up, and Owl had shrunk to normal size. I then asked Two Feathers about my misgivings, very strong today, concerning Rains Again and the 5-Stone Altar. She then told me what I had been suspecting: I was Rains Again! My discomfort must flow from seeing the Altar again and seeing it in this time. I got the sense I must have strayed off the Sacred Path of Beauty as Rains Again, and did some unauthorized stuff..revenge type stuff. So I have come back to correct this and to use the Altar only for good! Two Feathers then left. I came back to the yard. First, I placed the perfect Quartz Sphere on my 5-Stone Altar. Then I brought it in to my room, where it shrank and became a single molecule at the very tip of my Crystal Wand..always available when needed. Another tool for seeing and healing! After I was back, I opened up the Meadows book and at random came to the page describing meaning of Stones and Minerals acquired on Shamanic Journeys. Diamond = prosperity, and Quartz = Spiritual Development. There are no coincidences!